heartless of father

last night,i get scold all night long.
wth?i dint did wrong any trouble or problem.
what's the problem he scold me?are he mad in old?
Fucked up all night,i be his son he feel i shame on him
i just want say thru my life take my own words and my rules.
i doesn't like people take the chance and shoot me by his word!
and i don't like to stay with family i feel shame and failure.
my life just only i own it.i don't people come to make trouble.

LIFE IS NOT BEAUTIFUL,ANYTHING WAS FAKE NOT REALITY.